The one rule that I wish to break.

IF I can break one rule in the world, any rule, 

I think it will be the rule of time.

The rule that we cannot fast forward to the future,

The rule that we cannot go back to the past,

The rule that everything will past.

Past, is forever gone.
At the end, memory is the only thing we can keep.

and it's the only thing that will stay with us until our very end.

It's kinda sad,

there are so much things I love in this world,

so much things I want to preserve,

but at the end they still will past,

and leave only image in our mind.

There are so much things I don't like in this world,

Things that I hope I can get over it sooner,

but still they are sticking with me,

and then I will be wondering,

why they took so long to past through me. 

We cannot choose the time we born,

we cannot choose the time we meet a person we like,

or a person we don't like.

yet it's always too soon to meet the one we don't like,

and it's always too late to meet the one we like.

There are too many thing we have no choice to make in this world,

it all happened.

It's kinda sad,

to know that everything we love, we hate, we treasure, we believe, 

the relationship that we hold since we are born,

will past, and ourself too,

in a different time.

And the maximum time we can spend with our love ones,

is just a life time.

which is never enough.

not to mention the one that are meant to leave,

on the half way of our life.

because when they meet us, 

they are already half way along their life' path. 

our parents.

They will past,

and I will stay.

left alone in this world,

or vice versa.

We'll be gone,

and come back as a new person.

we'll find things we cherries,

and then we'll be gone.

Maybe it's the rule of time, to make everything meant.

but it's too cruel,

it's just too cruel.

Anger is an emotion.

Anger is an emotion,
it comes to us when we have been betrayed.
it comes to us when we have been slandered.
it comes to us through many different path,
Sometimes it just came due to some annoying barks.

Sometimes anger split right after it came,

but sometimes it’s like a seed planted deep inside the land,
sneakily hide itself in our heart,
congest and wait for an opportunity to burst,
like a gigantic bomb,
destroy things surrounding us,
and ourselves too.

Anger is a normal emotion,

it happened in our daily life,
Sometimes it makes things worse,
Sometimes it makes things more complicated,
Sometimes it makes us say something we don’t mean to,
but sometimes it just revealing the truth.
Sometimes it makes us do something crazy,
but in the same time it just makes us more human,
in this world that true feeling are hidden.

Anger is not a bad emotion,
it’s not always bring harm to us,
in fact,
it can be healthy to express our feeling .
Don't afraid to let it shown,
for you will never know,
if you let it hide.

Anger is an emotion,

on the word of the wise,
“Control anger, before it’s control you.”
Sometimes handling anger,
are changing how the anger affect us,
in a good way.

GLEE

Hi there, I haven’t been writing a blog for ages, but now I’m back, as an upgraded version of me in a new stage of life, a uni student named Jane.

Well..It’s actually my English lecturer’s idea, she suggested every one of us to be an official blogger XDDD which bring me back to this little place I used to hide and dream.

Enough for the emotional thing!! Today let’s talk about GLEE~

When I first get this topic, I seriously thought we have to write about the drama.

I like that drama though, some of their covers are fantastic! (eg: misery, glad u came, I will survive…god it will be a long list)
but no~we have to write about something glee of us.

First thought in my mind is about my secondary school friends, the most fabulous people I have ever met until now.

Every moment we spent together is glee. We know each other better than ourselves,  I even have a ten-year-above friendship with one of them, even though we are both below 20. Every single one of us have our own different personality, we have different strong and weak point, some of us are actually hot-tempered. However,  together we are so connected, we show tolerate to each others and try to become a better person for them, just because we value our friendship more than anything. Whenever argument start between us, it ends with a hug, a letter or a simple ”Sorry, I don’t mean it.” and a “it’s ok, friend mah!u ok bo?”((Yup so broken,  yet so warm.

I spent my whole secondary school times with them. From our 13 to 18, we watch each other turned from a kid to a teenager.  We went through hard times and of course exciting, happy and unforgettable things together.

First time staying overnight with friend at Genting, first time ice-skating, first time buffet from 9am to 6pm (my god that was insane), I experience a lots of very first time with them. We can stay up late just to discuss and plan about someone’s birthday, we skype until the sun rises before exam just to make sure we didn’t fall asleep while doing revision.

Lots of flashback in my mind now, and I miss them so badly.

Graduated from secondary school, we have to chase our dream in separate ways. Some of them are currently studying at Japan, Taiwan, UK ..Country all over the world. Even it’s thousand miles between us, we still keep in touch frequently, we always know what others are up to, like we never separate. However, the good old times when we can stay together every day will always be missed and never be forgotten.

Yeah, meeting them is the luckiest thing I ever had, and indeed the most glee happened to me.

Nightz guys, sweet dreams.